I remember how last year, I spent, and went all out for my birthday. I don’t think I’m doing the same this year. That was like, wow but I don’t regret cause that thing was fun! So this year, I just want a chill time. I think I’m just gunna go with whatever happens. I just promised one person about treating them or what we filipinos say, make libre. I wouldn’t mind making libre for that person only (: I wonder who will remember it but I’m going to try my best not to worry about it. I even hid my bday on facebook. I just don’t wanna go thru so many wall post and saying thank you to each one. I will act as if it’s another day. It’s coming soon tho. Buwahaha, I got plans for myself. And that’s it!
I now realize why I’ve complained about what I complained about. It’s all my fault tho. I’ve been all selfish and blaming it on other thing when I know I’ve done myself wrong. Time for a change where I was back before. I wanna feel better again about myself like I used to. I’m not giving too much detail because this is for myself, the time where I just write and I’m the only one who knows what’s up. The one who shall fix it myself. I’m done doing it wrong. Time to prove to you I’m good.
Today I was talking to my good friend/classmate, Nica. We had to catch up since she had stories about that actor that came to Davao, and plus the presentations during lab was boring AF. She started talking about relationships, family, and other things. Out of no where I was like,
"I’m not going to attract a girl with my looks, I’ll attract her with my personality."
That started my long ass stories to her after she told me she likes that. I think today was the first time I actually talked to her about those things, like my past, my ex’s, my current crush/like? haha maybe? But anyways, she started asking me more questions, that’s why I ended up sharing.
I even talked about how I ended up having the confidence to just talk to people. I don’t think I was very sociable when I first arrived in the states. I had a sick filipino accent. There’s a time in middle school where I got that confidence. I shouldn’t get into detail about that. But anyways, that helped me get friends. Helped me become more approachable. It made the rest of my middle and high school years in the states become really fun!
My point about that line that I said is, I know girls look for looks too, but looks are only temporary. I’m not very good looking either but I believe I’m a person that can keep up the friendship and will have the best of times :D I’m happy to have the confidence that I have (:
When in a relationship.
I try to become creative when it comes to things. Even tho I’m not the creative type, I’ll try to go out of my comfort zone just to impress her. I try to plan things that will hopefully show her that my effort is all for her. I don’t want to be just plain, I also want to surprise her with things. Not only do spectacular things on anniversaries or those things, but do things out of nowhere because I like/love her. Will show her that she deserves the best. Show her the fun, the lazy, the chill, the hard work, the ups and downs and getting thru it. Most of all, show her how much she means to me.
So cheesy. I’ll stop now :D hahaha!
Oh here it goes. Right after I post a link of my tumblr on facebook, more people go in to it and check what else is inside :O hahahaha! I just had to post it for someone cause I wrote about em and they don’t have tumblr. But now, I hope no one stalks and shit but it’s all goood. Leave some asks bros if you want :D
Life is not complete without haters (:
I have the ‘Add Text Post’ page open. I know what I’m going to write but then got too lazy now. -_- This happens all the frikkin time. I’m so lazy writing my own stuff on tumblr now. It usually goes to my phone but will never be posted. haha! Or maybe because I’m just too tired now at night. I need sleep. School should be prioritize. Seee! My paragraphs don’t make sense anymore. I shall end this post now. :D Hello!
Guess who got into the Varsity Volleyball Team?! Yeeee! college volleyball here I come (: New Libero!
-Statistics 1:00-2:30am (SD-404)
-Org Chemistry 4:00-7:30pm (PG-206)
-Org Chemistry 1:30-4:30 (PG-206)
-Org Chemistry 5:30-7:00 (SD-301)
-Christology 9:00-10:30am (SD-403)
-Org Chemistry 1:00-2:30pm (SD-401)
-NSTP2 2:30-4:00 (SD-401)
-Christology 9:00-10:30am (SD-404)
-Statistics 1:00-2:30pm (SD-310)
-Filipino 2:30-4:00pm (SD-401)
-English 4:00-5:30pm (SD-310)
-English 1:00-2:30pm (SD-401)
-Filipino 2:30-4:00pm (SD-401)
-PE 1:00-3:00pm (GYM3)
I’m sorry I do not have the chart thing like everyone else. I had to do it all manual ad shit. Just like the old fashioned way. Lol! But yeah, this is my schedule. It’s pretty relaxing since I don’t have much morning classes. (: I like it. I want to add more classes tho. Hopefully I’ll be able to add with no conflicts to the schedule! PT, I’m on my way (: